Wednesday, November 4, 2009

easy life?

" Allah tidak akan menguji hamba nya melainkan ujian itu tidak sesuai dengan kemampuan hamba nya itu.."

thats the phrase yang aku pernah baca,sort of cematu,and phrase tu jua yang make aku okay at most of times. aku sedih :'( aku rindu life ku yang dulu.. it doesnt feel at ease macam i used to feel macam dulu tu,now commitment tu tambah tambah,i know its not my responsibilities kan do semua things regarding raising that baby,tapi how??entah a,aku pun inda tau how parents masani and how am i going to be one in future nanti,aku admit,aku pun inda tau how fate ku nanti,but now.. aku sedih..dari dimalam wa,hmm,tapi biarlah,im going to be okay jua tu karang huhu. kan belajar masani pun payah payahan,bukan kan mengusut pasal belajar or what,tapi kenapa..orang inda faham aku try kan belajar tu?in the end aku kana salah kan jua tu..cakap aku inda belajar lah apa lah..enough!!! :(.. how aku kan buat dorang faham tu a??if sometime aku ngaleh after jaga baby tu,macam tertidur tia when baca buku tu,then entah!..aku inda pandai kan cakap lagi. blogging ni pun pasal ive no one to share.. or might understand the situation huhu. sabar saja,ada hikmah nya ni. .

Monday, November 2, 2009

Life without MSN/FB

Life without MSN/FB is suprisingly.... normal? hahaha
Yes peeps, i have successfully avoided the aforementioned services for, a week?. Not sure, but you get the idea...

My revisions are going slower than i had anticipated but at least its not 'stagnant' hahaha...

Bh bye, gotta sambung chem-ing...