Booked.

Pisan ku minggu ani..

Esuk and Lusa = Tidur di Rizqun
2hb = Sanding kakaku di KB ikut bus :(
3rd = Avatar-ing..

Aiyoyo...

Decisions..

I have done wasting my time sulking over the unknown future.
Ain't gonna waste this short life by worrying about things that are beyond my control.
So, I welcome myself back to the world.
Rejoice people!
Life, life.. O, Please be kind to me...

The End

Down... Confessionss..

I am feeling downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...... So down that i dont think i can be any more 'down-er'? Hmmmmmmmmm..........................

And yes, of course it have something to do with the unis and results.. What else? My life is all about my education. People just pass by, some stay while others go on their separate ways. In the end, your life is all about you and mine happens to center on my education. Friends? If it is according to my own definition, I no longer have any friends. Fortunately, the official definition according to Oxford is:

• noun 1 a person with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically one exclusive of sexual or family relations. 2 a familiar or helpful thing.

SO yes, I do, technically and officially, have friends. I do share 'a bond of mutual affection', as Oxford calls it, with many people. And none of those 'affections' are 'sexual' so yes, these people are my friends.

You might wonder, what does the word friend means to me then? To me, its really simple. Friends are the ones whose happiness matters more than mine and that when they are happy, i will, without any 'but's, be happy too. So does anyone in my life fits that description now? Well, except for a few family members, i can honestly say no.

What about relationships? Well, literally, i have had been involved in a few of them, but i think they are way too brief to be called a relationship. Most of them ended after one phone call. I simply ignored all the calls after that. (Yes, I do have a very severe commitment issue.) I find it VERY hard to unconditionally love and like someone. In fact, i don't think I am capable of doing so. Do I not envy other couples? The answer is a resounding "No". If they are happy, good for them. Its just not for me.

Wow, how on earth did I end up writing all these?? Well, since I have typed all these, might as well post it. So to sum it all up? If you are shocked after reading all these, then you do not know me. Uhm, I mean not the real me anyway. I tried really really hard to prevent myself from expressing my opinions so that I can fit in with others.In doing so, I think I have created and developed another 'persona'. The real me only (usually) comes out when I am alone in my room. 90% of what I says in front of the others aren't really my opinions. Rather, i believe its more to what people think I should be thinking.

The End.

random

I just want to say these words.

EPIC FAIL.

Out.

His life that i know

kesian ku pat him, knp his life ani nda boleh mna org lain =( he suffered so much,and yet nobody care. SIGH~~ i really nda tau apakan dicakap ='( ='(

Most memorable quote.

My most memorable quote ialah one that is from komik doraemon. Aku baca ani masa aku baru start pandai membaca hehe, kira dlm 4-5 tahun? inda ku pasti, yg pasti before ku start skulah hehe. But yeah, udah ku abis mengeja atu berabis ku ketawa sorang2 hahahaha. Ni nah:

From Doraemon to Nobita: "Awak memang si bodoh yang tulen."
HAHAHAHA, mental jua udah tu sampai ada lagi perkataan tulen :D

Bh atu saja cerita ku. If rajin, share ur most memorable quote in the comments section!
Bye, losersssssssssss! hahaha

Work and Monehhh

Aku sudah hantar application ku arah Baiduri. Million of thanks to Blogger LC! (Y)

btw tadi aku baru dapat email dari UCAS, ia gtau..

Dari Bristol..

Dapat conditional offer! Alhamdulillah....
Grade nya is AAA including Mathematics.

Aku mau sebenarnya uni ani, sal if kakaku sambung PhD nya, dpat tinggal sama2 then kana lanja makan-minum. Hahahhah, siapa inda mau tu???

BTW, a shout-out to Ex-Blogger SB, Happy Birthday!!!Sorry inda sampai hajatku kan mengantar barang sal masa ani 'sibuk' ngan family event hehehe..

And orang2 yang berada di brunei, aku free ni next week. Wayang at Kiulap mall? Awu tauku aku selalu inda datang, tapi this time datang ku ni! InsyaAllah,janji jgn liat new moon ok? :)

Tadi aku baru chat with this super-computer-geek (sifu-ku untuk programming VB), sekali ia menipu aku yang ia apply Oxford! Haha, dasarrrrrr. Katanya the test was hard and he managed to get 60%. Ku gtau aku tau 30% haha. Kecewa ku sekajap. Udah ku pajal baruth ia gtau ia menipu! hahahahaahahahaha. Taloooooooooo punya budak. katanya even this fmaths geek yg aku kenal pun finds it hard, so happy tia ku balik hahahaha.. At least im not the only one yg kepayahan. Tapi, he was called for an interview though, so im happy for him. Keep up the good(geeky?) work!

Bah, ngalihku becakap sorang diri ani, doakan my results will be as predicted and that i will get a job masa cuti ani sal i really need money!