Booked.

Pisan ku minggu ani..

Esuk and Lusa = Tidur di Rizqun
2hb = Sanding kakaku di KB ikut bus :(
3rd = Avatar-ing..

Aiyoyo...

Decisions..

I have done wasting my time sulking over the unknown future.
Ain't gonna waste this short life by worrying about things that are beyond my control.
So, I welcome myself back to the world.
Rejoice people!
Life, life.. O, Please be kind to me...

The End

Down... Confessionss..

I am feeling downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...... So down that i dont think i can be any more 'down-er'? Hmmmmmmmmm..........................

And yes, of course it have something to do with the unis and results.. What else? My life is all about my education. People just pass by, some stay while others go on their separate ways. In the end, your life is all about you and mine happens to center on my education. Friends? If it is according to my own definition, I no longer have any friends. Fortunately, the official definition according to Oxford is:

• noun 1 a person with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically one exclusive of sexual or family relations. 2 a familiar or helpful thing.

SO yes, I do, technically and officially, have friends. I do share 'a bond of mutual affection', as Oxford calls it, with many people. And none of those 'affections' are 'sexual' so yes, these people are my friends.

You might wonder, what does the word friend means to me then? To me, its really simple. Friends are the ones whose happiness matters more than mine and that when they are happy, i will, without any 'but's, be happy too. So does anyone in my life fits that description now? Well, except for a few family members, i can honestly say no.

What about relationships? Well, literally, i have had been involved in a few of them, but i think they are way too brief to be called a relationship. Most of them ended after one phone call. I simply ignored all the calls after that. (Yes, I do have a very severe commitment issue.) I find it VERY hard to unconditionally love and like someone. In fact, i don't think I am capable of doing so. Do I not envy other couples? The answer is a resounding "No". If they are happy, good for them. Its just not for me.

Wow, how on earth did I end up writing all these?? Well, since I have typed all these, might as well post it. So to sum it all up? If you are shocked after reading all these, then you do not know me. Uhm, I mean not the real me anyway. I tried really really hard to prevent myself from expressing my opinions so that I can fit in with others.In doing so, I think I have created and developed another 'persona'. The real me only (usually) comes out when I am alone in my room. 90% of what I says in front of the others aren't really my opinions. Rather, i believe its more to what people think I should be thinking.

The End.

random

I just want to say these words.

EPIC FAIL.

Out.

His life that i know

kesian ku pat him, knp his life ani nda boleh mna org lain =( he suffered so much,and yet nobody care. SIGH~~ i really nda tau apakan dicakap ='( ='(

Most memorable quote.

My most memorable quote ialah one that is from komik doraemon. Aku baca ani masa aku baru start pandai membaca hehe, kira dlm 4-5 tahun? inda ku pasti, yg pasti before ku start skulah hehe. But yeah, udah ku abis mengeja atu berabis ku ketawa sorang2 hahahaha. Ni nah:

From Doraemon to Nobita: "Awak memang si bodoh yang tulen."
HAHAHAHA, mental jua udah tu sampai ada lagi perkataan tulen :D

Bh atu saja cerita ku. If rajin, share ur most memorable quote in the comments section!
Bye, losersssssssssss! hahaha

Work and Monehhh

Aku sudah hantar application ku arah Baiduri. Million of thanks to Blogger LC! (Y)

btw tadi aku baru dapat email dari UCAS, ia gtau..

Dari Bristol..

Dapat conditional offer! Alhamdulillah....
Grade nya is AAA including Mathematics.

Aku mau sebenarnya uni ani, sal if kakaku sambung PhD nya, dpat tinggal sama2 then kana lanja makan-minum. Hahahhah, siapa inda mau tu???

BTW, a shout-out to Ex-Blogger SB, Happy Birthday!!!Sorry inda sampai hajatku kan mengantar barang sal masa ani 'sibuk' ngan family event hehehe..

And orang2 yang berada di brunei, aku free ni next week. Wayang at Kiulap mall? Awu tauku aku selalu inda datang, tapi this time datang ku ni! InsyaAllah,janji jgn liat new moon ok? :)

Tadi aku baru chat with this super-computer-geek (sifu-ku untuk programming VB), sekali ia menipu aku yang ia apply Oxford! Haha, dasarrrrrr. Katanya the test was hard and he managed to get 60%. Ku gtau aku tau 30% haha. Kecewa ku sekajap. Udah ku pajal baruth ia gtau ia menipu! hahahahaahahahaha. Taloooooooooo punya budak. katanya even this fmaths geek yg aku kenal pun finds it hard, so happy tia ku balik hahahaha.. At least im not the only one yg kepayahan. Tapi, he was called for an interview though, so im happy for him. Keep up the good(geeky?) work!

Bah, ngalihku becakap sorang diri ani, doakan my results will be as predicted and that i will get a job masa cuti ani sal i really need money!

easy life?

" Allah tidak akan menguji hamba nya melainkan ujian itu tidak sesuai dengan kemampuan hamba nya itu.."

thats the phrase yang aku pernah baca,sort of cematu,and phrase tu jua yang make aku okay at most of times. aku sedih :'( aku rindu life ku yang dulu.. it doesnt feel at ease macam i used to feel macam dulu tu,now commitment tu tambah tambah,i know its not my responsibilities kan do semua things regarding raising that baby,tapi how??entah a,aku pun inda tau how parents masani and how am i going to be one in future nanti,aku admit,aku pun inda tau how fate ku nanti,but now.. aku sedih..dari dimalam wa,hmm,tapi biarlah,im going to be okay jua tu karang huhu. kan belajar masani pun payah payahan,bukan kan mengusut pasal belajar or what,tapi kenapa..orang inda faham aku try kan belajar tu?in the end aku kana salah kan jua tu..cakap aku inda belajar lah apa lah..enough!!! :(.. how aku kan buat dorang faham tu a??if sometime aku ngaleh after jaga baby tu,macam tertidur tia when baca buku tu,then entah!..aku inda pandai kan cakap lagi. blogging ni pun pasal ive no one to share.. or might understand the situation huhu. sabar saja,ada hikmah nya ni. .

Life without MSN/FB

Life without MSN/FB is suprisingly.... normal? hahaha
Yes peeps, i have successfully avoided the aforementioned services for, a week?. Not sure, but you get the idea...

My revisions are going slower than i had anticipated but at least its not 'stagnant' hahaha...

Bh bye, gotta sambung chem-ing...

:')

mr. Ayam Tua,thanks!! :) aku pun mau cuba study plan mu atu,who knows jadi success! hehe. thankyou!! and except for computer tu :b

bah bye,thanks! im okay dah,inda emo lagi :) cant wait for exam habis heh!! less than a month lagi! Yeayy!

Deprived

Hola people.

Its finally time for some rigorous revising again..
Haven't touch physics and chemistry at all, kepisannnnnn...

For this time around, i have devised a new studying plan:

Chemistry and Physics:
Read one/two 'regular' topics and one application topic
Do all past year questions on those topics

Computing:
Read one/two topics and write notes for A2
Answer all past year questions on the topics
Maybe : Baca and write P1 notes untuk dangani orang2 yang ambil AS..

Thats it haha... Oh before i forget, the same thing happened to my P3 maths again :D.. Alhamdulillah...

And please do not bother to comment on my facebook or text me on my MSN cause you'll be ignored for sure :) I am officially 'depriving' myself of any online social-networking.. I don't want to get the same grade breakdowns like my AS, which although was very good(syukur) but still, i know i can do much better... Bh bye, beta kan belajarrrrr :)

PS: Baby Ino(a.k.a. ayam betina tua), jangan emoo babe. Sabar saja, inda lagi lama ni tani bebas :D

blankco :'(

hmmm dont know kan cakap apa..tapi entah a,biartia? biartia aku diam diam a... why kan aku ini?beproblem?macam inda jua..macam aku sendiri jua yang create problem atu.....entah heh!!! why?????aku hate diri ku :'( but still thankful with what i've got so far..tapi still aku inda jua puas hati tu,sorry,tapi au,alum cukup waaa,mesti belajar lagi,baru tah okay,aku pening ni...why aku fikirkan jua kan?inda kan inda menyusahkan diri tu?ishhh inda ku suka ehh!!! sudah sudah tah wa....,please!!!! huhu :(

random.mumble = boring!

aa..apa a?um tadi maths P3,sadang pulang rasanya..tapi aku inda sure ah,takut ku ada careless and apa apa tu huhu mudahan saja inda,amin amin amin! aku mau A wa for maths ni! A at least!if bukan A asterisk atu pun inda papa wa :( still dapat di accept jua tu..hmmm apa lagi a?eh atu,pasal online,sorry inda ter online tadi and malam or anyday lah.jarang dah ku texting on msn a,huhu.busy+payah sikit,bukan payah pasal apa heh,tapi macam selalu dc atu yang ku inda suka tu! Spoil jua tu kan. Kan kan?cakap au saja hehe. Then au,masa hari tu,chem practical tu okay jua lah,macam simple kata orang cematu,plus kata teacher in charge tu pasal cakap nya semua kami dapat titre tu,yatah HAPPY :D tq tq Mr. Ayam Tua hari tu pasal doa kan tu!!! :D amin amin amin!!

Pasal yang job tu wa..banar kah mr.ayam tua apply ke jis kan..batah cuti ne kan,inda jua banyak kan di buat tu.. Hee till then! Bye,ngantuk ku a

Update

Exam season in on peeps! Aku baru sat for 2 out of my 8 papers. How cool is dat? AS ku lagi bnyk dari A2 ku AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.. Alhamdulillah. Nah marith aku review about my papers:

GP : One-word:Crap. EH cross that, it was Uber-Crap... Haha, i did this question on "Global Warming is Inevitable, discuss..." BTW aku ani one of the skeptics, yang inda mau2 pecaya that humans are able to affect and accelerate a vast natural cycle. Skali, ku list tah sebab2nya mengapa tani ani powerless. Baik jua ku ada membaca report NASA hari atu pasal global warming. Yang calinya, they DO have proof that solar activity affect global temperature tp arah summarynya still jua suruhnya tani reduce carbon footprint. Apakebende? Hahahaha, sasak blogger J membaca ni :D

THen for the data analysis part, aku buat pasal this widow. PAYAH kan dapat feel widow ani, iatah i tried my bery best sudah. Skali calinya ia suruh consider bnyk statements wah skali one of them "you have been diagnosed wrongly with breast cancer" mcm WTH hahahahahahahha...Lucu yo!

Maths Mechanic P4 : SIUK! MANYAK BAGUIH! Ku save jawapan2ku arah calculator and some ku memorise, then kawanku minta jawapan cgnya and semua jawapanku sama! HOW COOL IS THAT!?? SUPER COOL!!! Alhamdulillah... The very same thing terjadi to my AS maths papers... Syukur syukur syukur... Hard work will pay off in the end. Spent the last 4 hours before exam answering people's questions on P4 confidently hahaha... Ani pun i think one of the factor that helped me masa P4, aku rasa lebih "kondifen" in the real thing cause soalan durang ani cover semua lah.. And maybe berkat jua bagas tulung urang heheh... One thin for sure, will continue to do this for any future papers :D

AND aku baru ambil my mock-results slip.. Yang siuknya my attendance was 91% yo!! AKu pun macam inda pecaya, sedia2 sudah minta bayarkan arah my siblings pasal not enough attendance hahaha... Cali!!

Bh ngalih ku eh, before i leave you folks, i present you with a legendary performace:

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zZZZZZZZZZZZ. aku sleepy wah.
heehehheeheh. omaiiiigaddddd. ri isnin aku exam lah pastu cuti panjang tah ku tu smpai ujung bulan december. tapi aku 40percent ready saja. ndapalah, karang subuh tah ku revise. dalam mimpi. nyahaha. ri isnin examm ku pukul 8-10 pagi pastu kul 10pagi kawan ku ajar dribinnng and driftingg sikit pakai 350z! yahuu. and satu ge, ri isnin aku antar boring for january onwards aku ambil A lvl class. nyahaha tapi national diploma ku masih plang on jua tu :)

anuwah, kemarin ada urang baiduri bank telipun suruh datang interview tadi pagi.
kali tadi pagi datang lah ku kan.. kali nya apakan, balum lagi interview, written test wah, cuatah gitau written test dapat jua ku belajar sikit2. haha. macam exam saja test nya ah, consists of 3 papers, 1- mcq eng (very the senang) 2-english essay (ku pilih topic 'the usage of credit cards are relavant in the era of globalisation, comment further'.. sanang jua lah *bagi ku*) then paper 3- maths (sadangg.. bab maths ani kusut tia dikit. haha p tjwb plang ku jua, maths nya mcm banking maths yang pasal interest rates apa atulah)

anyway,
gudluck urg A lvl di sini ah! :D


yours truly,
mrs. smith

Panic Panic Panic

Bwoh bwoh bwoh
Cemana ni?? Aku cuba baca chemistry A2 ku yg part applications, sekali nda ku paham apa2.. Kepisan ni eh hahahhahaha.. Iatah nah nda lagi masuk kelas..Damnnnnnnnn...

Physics apath lagi.. Yg tarus lupa lapas class ah. Baik jua aku nda ambil AS lagi mun inda tau ku apa resultku tu eh hahahahhaha..

Maths and Computer saja masih maintain.

Ya Rabbi, mudahan saja ingatanku pulih karang, Amin2..

Bah, enough ranting. Goodbye all, Peace! :D

anak remaja masani.

yatah udah tu. apakan lame jua eh. siapa kan lame ani. eh aku kali. entah eh manasaja tah.

anyway, its 2009 now. gila macam laju wah itu masa. tapi aku suka. inda jua ku tahan tahan jadi kanak kanak. tapi aku rindu jua jadi kanak kanak atu kan macam drama wah hidup ku ani.

hmmm whats on my mind now....
blank! eksen ku pulang tu. AHAHAHAH. aku inda sasak arah siapa siapa masani.
arah orang yang pemalas saja tapi bahapa jua ku kan sasak arah durang bukannya hidup ku jua. talur eh.

eh anu wah, tadi aku ada kelas, tapi patang. siuk ku aher bangun. saja membagi tau kan menjeles kan tapi tau ku pulang pembaca di luar sana inda jua jealous. isuk aku open house. lusa belarai pastu ri rabu baru ku balik ke tanah air, insyAllah.

pastu ujung bulan exam tia. suka ku eh. nda kamu suka kah? jangan pulang. inda jua ku pajal kaliah.
macam mabuk jua cara ku becakap ani, yatah kes banyak minum soya bean ni. pagi patang siang malam, jantah kamu heran.. banyak wah belabih pas hari raya atu kan..yatah aku ganya yang minum.

bah singgan sini tah saja.
nanti ku update lagi.


yours truly,
mrs smith.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Im boreddd... Was webcam-ing with anyone online the whole night.. baru discovered the fun-ness of using a webcam.. Skali, tarus2, without apa2 sebab teringat tia ku my old friends..... The following list is not in any particular order..

First aku teringat kan c Liyana.. i dunno why.. I miss her lame jokes, skali hot stories nya, listening to her complaints about her bfs and i miss liat ia menanggis haha.. I miss escaping to Mall sama ia, liat wayang and eating disana sama ia.. I think iatah orang yang paling lama satu skulah sama aku ni.. We were supposed to be in the same college if ia dangar cakap ku! haha, nadawah Liy, Dun regret anything and strive to do your best :D

Then aku ingat Zudin.. Aku last jumpa ia masa arah Yayasan.. Booring nda dapat becakap sama ia banar2 sal bnyk urg.. nda ku suka ni ramai2 ah, payah control2.. Apa yg ku miss pasal c zudin ah... Hmm... Ia ani awal2 mana bnyk cakap, iatah siuk aku saja becakap.. walaupun kadang2 macam aku becakap sorang diri.. He is a very good listener and a very good friend.. walaupun kadang2 ia mengumpat jua kawan2nya yg lain.. well who doesnt hahaha... I miss bekelaie jawapan untuk HWs sama ia.. Masa my o-lvel years, one of the things yg i most look forward to do yg menyebabkan aku mau datang skulah "selalu" is to talk to him sal ia xtremely bangang and funny! haha.. sama ia nda control2 ni, if ia kan cakap lapas th saja tu, no mercy! Haha, sama kami ex-fanatic wrestling :D

Then aku ingat Saidi, saidi ani selalu ku buli dulu haha.. kami sekels 2 taun saja masa O-level.. awal2 payah kan adapt arah ia ani sal ia selalu tukar2! jap moodnya kan menasihati urg then tarus2 tukar jadi mood lucah then sirius balik.. tapi lapas like 2 months rapat tia.. well maybe not as close as to zudin tp quite close lah.. ia ani antara urg yg paling rajin pernah ku jumpa, very sincere and trustworthy.. He knows his capabilities well and make full use of them.. ia ani jarang kn putus asa.. Ia ani very intimidating wah, tp in a good way.. Macam dulu ia selalu baca buku english stories wah yg panjang2, then ditulisnya words yg ia nda paham arah this one book and tulisnya example cana ia kana pakai and meaningnya.. I think start atu th aku mula membaca buku2 jua.. so a huge part of me getting an A in eng O level is pasal ia :D Td aku sudah webcam-ing sama ia.. soo kurang lah rinduku hahah

Pastu c Ismah and Inarah! Nda boleh dicaraikan ni nama durang ah, mesti sama2 haha.. Aku kenal durang ani pun 2 tahun saja macam Saidi.. Durang ani bestfrens tpnya total opposite wah! Ismah ani very lembut and soft skali c Inarah mun ia kan marah mana ia peduli dimana and kadang2 garang bukan main haha... Tp i like both of them sal dua2 understanding, cali lagi tu~ Not to mention hot HAHAHAH.. opss terlebih sudah haha.. Aku kan beraya arah rumah kamu ehhhhh! insyaAllah if ada waktu :) Ismah ani aku miss sharing family stories.. Ia ganya ni ku ceritakan, mana ada urg lain tau even today.. Aku trust her 100% and ia pun share many stories with me walaupun aku ani kurang dipercayai hehe.. Inarah, i miss her VERY lame jokes... I miss her honest opinions.. Lau ia nda suka, she will let you know, no worry haha.. And i miss mendangar hot stories nya! One similarity antara durang yg aku realized is durang can take critism and opinions well bah... mcm really2 with no hard feeling bh.. as long as munasabah lahh..

then C ivy!! Ohhhh goddd, i miss this anak cina.. The main thing yg i remember pasal ia is ia bnyk hot stories wah! Aku jarang share2 story sama ia tp ia always share sama aku.. I like! haha.. siuk ni anak cina sorang ani.... ia ani mcm the class's sweetheart sal ia nada problem with anybody.. well actually ia ada plg but orang lain nada problem sama ia haha.. She is genuinely a very warm and caring person.. Jarang wh aku jumpa urg macam ia ani. I miss her hancur malay, banar hancur berabis.. kadang2 kalau ia becali aku ketawakan bahasanya th plg instead of her jokes haha. thats among the things yg make her special lah.. and ia nda malu if ia salah cakap wah, i mean malay nya lah.. ia suka belajar malay haha.. I miss bebalas2 hinaan rascist jokes sama ia.. siuk!

Then there's Blogger J, XinPing! Kami sekelas dari form 1 till form 5.. Nda ku ingat bila kami start rapat.. but then again i dun remember we ever being rapat haha.. eh wait, i think it was when ia start telling me her problems.. Then i started to understand her pastu baruth kami rapat, or was it? Ia ani lagi another chinese yg very honest! before ia pergi UK, iatah danganku berSMS tiap hari ni! Period yg paling selalu kami beSMS is masa after the scholar interview.. Banyak! hahaa.. Apparently ia ani sarcastic.. tp honestly aku nda paham half of the times jokenya haha.. tepaksa ku pikir2kan lagi bh baruth ku paham hahahaha.. Entah ah, i dunno why tp i sort of view her as a conservative person walaupun she is pretty rebellious.. dun ask me why haha.. I miss suruhing her to buy me drinks from the canteen sal ia ani laju bejalan and inda pandai ngalih wah! Masa kami prynsa not once ia complain ngalih! talk about endurance! hahaha... Ia ani hardworking tp (maybe?) not as hard as Saidi but then again aku nda tinggal serumah so i cant really tell haha...

Then Yu Heng! Uhmm.. im not really close to him, i honestly think i barely know him sal ia ani jarang ceta sal dirinya wah! everytime we talk kami cakap pasal jokes then computer stuff and his dreams.. And thats pretty much it.. Ada plg ia ceta sal her mom, and siblings tpnya jrang wahh.. And i regret that i didnt spend enough time to know him better sal he is a really good guy, although sometimes he does act and talk like a pervert (of course, it is no thanks to his mentor, Solon!) haha. Oh that brings me to Solon! Oh that guy, i didnt really go along well with him awal2 saja he was new, baru masuk masa form 4.. Awal2 i tot he was a geek haha.. Skali once i know him better baruth ngam haha.. Like Yu Heng, im not really close with Solon tp in his case you cant blame me! Pasal i did try to korek2 his stories tp he was too damn secretive hahahaha... He like to talk dirty stuff to Ping and i dunno y hahaha...

Finally ada tia c Khairul and Khairiyah.. The two Ks yg amat Kuning haha.. banarth, kalau mau dangar dirty jokes, durang th expertsnya ni among kami haha.. Awal2 jumpa c khairul aku pikir ia ani uber-rude.. And i was right HHAHAAH... sudah lama2 jadi cali tia ia rude ah, hahaha... Ia suka Bio (erkk..) and the reason is very obvious haha.. Iatah ganya ni yg suka mendangar cigu bio kami dulu mengajar.. kami yg lain becerita haha.. Fun times.. Skali c Khairiyah ani is my ex-scandal.. aku panggil ia c Ain sal namanya panjang... Ia dapat A malaynya Yo!! Tekajut beruk kami sal masa EOY exam ia nearly failed her malay wah! Syabas.. I have to say tho her writing style in malay is pretty original walaupn kadang2 aku nda paham kekekek :)

Nah thats all yg aku teringat malam ani.. who knows sapa lagi ku ingat esuk :D ANd kalau c ismah baca blog ani, ingat kau aku cakap dulu:

"If tani becarai nanti, aku lupakan kamu tarus tu within 6 months" and pastu kau and inarah marah and ceramah2i aku... Haha

Well, truth is I did forget about you guys dalam 6 months, that I am not gonna lie.. Tapinya, after that aku ingat balik and miss you guys even more :) Ohh, how my perspective on life has changed since then.. To you guys, i know its impossible to turn back time and be macam masa dulu2 tapi i think it is worth trying kan.. Next time tani buat reunion make sure semua yg important2 (heheh) boleh datang ah then baruth settle date..

Till next time

Computing Project

Well, yesterday aku baca one of my fellow ict-ians punya report for the A2 project. I wasn't really expecting anything special sebab ia gtau ia buat lam few days saja wah so i thought that it must be about some generic things (like the rest of us hahaha)..

Skali udah ku baca, i was amazed haha... LAWA ideanya! Brilliant! Maluku tarus, i mean I spent weeks thinking about what to do and he only spent a day?! Bravo!

Of course, as usual, i didnt show my amazement hahaha... Tapi sayangnya his report was terribly incomplete.. I mean kalau ia submit that exact report, he will be getting an "U" for sure.. which proves that a great idea wont get you anywhere without any help (hahaha, kes jeles wah aku ah :D )

Skali, aku sasak sal aku rasa ia mcm wasted a grant idea pastu ku gtau lah apa yg missing and explain what the A2 report is all about and blabla.. Somehow, aku mau ia score for this project which is so unlike me HAHAHA... Honestly, I wouldn't mind if his project score better than mine cause mine is sooooo typical hahaha..

In the past month, aku sudah baca like dozens of projects and only a few of them have a great "problem" hahaha... One is pasal making a program which emulate the functions of a cashier sama the one that this post is all about which is pasal "improving" an already computerized system to make it faster.. HAHHA, did i hear you say sekadar??

Lawa kali ah, if aku buat something pasal atu my report would have been a lot more realistic sal its an actual problem and is really2 common.. how come aku nda tepikir atu kan???!!! Sasakkkkkkuuuu...

Haha, untuk penutup, I wish all the best for my fellow ict-ians.. Study smart for the upcoming exams.. I will try my best to help you guys to at-least improve your grade.. After teaching some people, aku nda berani lagi to sort of assure them that i will help them to get a particular grade cause some/most of times its just plain impossible ahaha...

Bah2, kan menyambung mencheck project urang ku lagi. Chow..

Selamat Hari Raya

Raya is finally here people! hahahaha....

Apa kan dibuat untuk menghormati raya? Well, lets start with something easy, iaitu...

Meng-UnBlock contact2 MSN ku yg telah diblock sejak sekian lamanya hahaha..

Nah, abis tia postku :D

Happy Raya people! But do not forget that exams is also coming :)

Birthday Greeting/Free Biography

Post ani didedikasikan khas untuk our one and only, Blogger J!

Blogger J

I've known her since form 1 and has been bullying her ever since...
Honestly, she is a very funny person, well at least she is when you have known her long enough..
Before you find out how funny she is, you are most likely to find her as a depressed, overactive and geeky person hahaha...

She was(or still is?) an atheist. Although I do not necessarily agree with her on this, I respect her for always (almost?) telling me the truth.

Blogger J is a smart person and also has an active lifestyle. Yes, its like the Hannah Montana theme song, "Best of both worlds", unlike that particular person (ehem..)
In return for her top-notch brain, our wealthy government has awarded her the most sought-after scholarship in Brunei, the grand DANA scholarship. And I truly believe that she totally deserves it. Although her love life is not always all rainbow, she is, like the scholarship she was granted, a highly sought-after girl ahahahha...

OK2, i think thats lame enough.. Jangan marah pingo! Have a happy day for it is your birthday. I wish you all the best and try your best to not to get mad today cause no one is worth ruining your birthday for! :D

Good Day all.. And Selamat Hari Raya!

OverSlept

Yesterday, I spent most of the day doing my A2 project. Skali malamnya (well actually its more like subuhnya :D ) Aku tidur lapas sahur. Masa 7+ AM atu tebangun ku tapi sal my niece tidur sblhku malas tia ku bangun.. Skali tidur balikk... Then before 8AM tebangun lagi skjp, panic sal lupa kan keskulah haha..

Aku panic sal kawanku c Fatso ada msg kelmarin suruh gtau registration tcer kami ia akhir datang sikit.. C Fatso ani urg yg biasa ku suruh gtau cg kami if aku akhir datang supaya ia awal tick namaku wihtout late slip.. iatah guilty th ku skajap.. Tarus ku msg kawanku sorang ani supaya gtauku kawanku sorang lain lagi yg c fatso ahir dtg hahah. Plus hari ani aku sepatutnya jumpa c MCL..

Lapas ku rasa guilty sekajap, lapas atu blurrr then tidur balik sampai kul 4/5 PM.. Bgn tarus mandi n then sungkai.. Tapi aku blur masih.. sampai masa ani hahah... Lapas sungkai tarus buat A2 lagi.. Aku rasa macam kelmarin masih wah haha.. pastu check mobileku ada around 10 SMS.... ku baca tp masih ku blur haha.. awal2 heranku napa urg mencari rupanya aku absent HHAHAHA..

Ani menyambung A2 lagi.. And masih jua blur. Barangkali esuk baru OK.. Mudahan saja berbaloi membuat A2 ani balik.. amin2..

Further Ramblingsss

Its 2AM here and its another typical sleepless day for me..
I've just started writing a program for one of my fellow ICT-mate whose report have to be submitted in 4 days from now.

Talking about our A2 project, I have decided to just re-use my old lame one and just sort of "perfect" it. Hmm... It took me a week to make such a report and I didn't even get an A. Actually Im afraid for my ICT classmates.. They only have 4 days left, and most of them are still stuck at writing their introduction! I personally believe that if they are to continue at their current pace, they are heading straight for a U in for their P4.. What i hate is the fact that there is little that I can to help them.. Well I can help in commenting on their reports, but what is there to comment when they have none??

Its not that aku mendoakan that they get U or that I am better than them, tapi speaking realistically, if it took me a week to produce B-grade report, how long will they take to produce one of at least a similar quality or better?

Well, i do hope that I am wrong, and that they are capable of writing at least a C-grade report in such a short amount of time... Tapi after personally watching my seniors spending weeks at school trying to improve their P4 report but still about 75% of them got U, u can't blame me for having such a low level of hope on you..

On the bright side, i don't have to re-do my program! yea... Mudahan saja my newly improved and perfected report will score me an A this time.. AMin2...

finally..

finally~after loooooooonnnggggg wait, aku jumpa c mino,ayam tua lagi seekor hehe.aku happpy berabis jumpa ia tadi di airport atu :DDDD TOTAL HAPPINESS WAA! *overr?inda le,sesungguhnya aku inda tipu hehe,walaupun i was kinda awkward masa awal tu,*pasal apa nahh?pasal takut ku :p* bukan takut apa tu,tapi entah a :b happy le tadi atu, macam siukkk wa! Eh majal aku atu kan,tapi auu,happy be~ eventhough it was just for a short while i met him,c mino~ and and experienced sungkai queueing tadi and also arah seats arah bawah atu hehehe. Ya masih sama macam dulu :) tapi ya cakap aku makin cangkir :/ ,tapi inda wa,makin berisi jua sikit tu, ish. Nasib jua lah jumpa ya lagi :) hope ada lagi time cematu as in jumpa ya lagi~ hopefully :) eh bytheway,atu wa,yang project a,i know nothing pasal tu,tapi kan... Inda ku tau if you'll accept ni, what if you do project pasal computerised payment for salary?*mengantamm heheh* tapi entah lah a :p whatever you do,okay tu :D pasal CIE sayang kau udah :b. Thanks for such a great time tadi but so sorry that aku kacau exam mu :s but all the best for you esok,physics~ okay tu okay. Amin amin amin. Goodluck ;D

Bye
> unwelcomed blogger :p

Rambles about music...

Any of my friends who have known me long enough should know that I love listening to classical arias... There is something about them that i just love..

So, just wanna share some favorite videos with you guys yang aku rasa extremely outstanding. Yang deserve an A* if theres any grade for it :) So here goes:



The legendary Dame Kiri Te Kanawa singing one of the most beautiful aria ever written.. SImply delicious :D



Young and very talented Mirusia... Love her tone. Singing one of my favorite tune..
Oh heaven...



Norwegian Soprano, marvelous Sissel. Singing the famous titanic overture..

Now, you might wonder whats with this post.. Well, tadi aku liat Siti Nurhaliza Concert Satu.. and boy am i disappointed.. Generic performances.. I expected more..
Heck, i would be tonnes happier if she would just re-perform this act:



Or even just hit the note at 2:03 on this video:



Or better yet,perform a complete Solveig's Song (i know,nearly impossible :( ) But, unfortunately for me, she decided to stay in her comfort zone... again..

Oh well, i think it is also partly my fault for expecting too much :D
Oh, final video. If you want to consider someone as unique, remember this video. Now thats unique! :P

Dilemma

Kelmarin sungkai n liat wayang Orphan ngan Ex-5sci.. Siuk lah walaupun awal2 kacau :D Wayangnya siuk, worth $8 ku tapi mun $5 lagi ku happy :)

Tadi jumpa Blogger J skajap d airport.. Sorry J, couldn't wait for you to enter the gate.. Aku baru tau yesterday night yg hari ani kami ada family function.. When u called me tadi atu, ramai urg around me so payah kan becakp.. sori2 :D

Tomorrow computing exam.. Mcm malas kan baca.. I mean i dun need the predicted grade for Computing anyway since I already got the real one so i don't see why i should bother..

Talking about computing, since my P4 got a freaking B, aku contemplating whether i should change my project or not.. I think my old project well-deserve a B sal its a lame Library system.. Maybe CIE boring sudah ngan library.. I should be doing something different.. One that i am passionate about.. Tapi apa???

Give me any tips people... sal aku nda tepikir ni.. I can do the A2 project in approximately 1 week, i just need a topic!

BTW, my comp tcer sudah beranak.. Congrats! Tp ia nda mau gtau nama anaknya.. :(

The show must go on..

The celebration is brief,
The preparations were tough,
Now that God have given you your wish,
You have to continue the task...

Hahahaha, :)

If it is up to me, I would still be celebrating my As right now..
but noo.... my college just have to spoil it.. Well they kinda have to, otherwise nobody would bother to study masa 'puasa'.. :)

Tomorrow ada GP mock exam.. Tadi i met a GP teacher, ask whether I have to sit for tomorrows' paper or not.. According to him, I don't have to.. Yeaaa!!!

but but, nda confirm rupanya :( so maybe aku TERPAKSA skulah esuk... tapikan i don't think it matter cause pokoknya I got GP already.. What can they do? Retract my result? kekeke, actually they can hold my results as long as they want so I hope that won't happen..

Well, now at least the pressure to retake AS is off my chest.. at least I can study properly again..

Revision for mock exam is still ongoing, albeit getting slower and slower everyday..
I haven't revise anything for two days in a row.. Im kinda focusing on Chem and Physics on this mock to get good predicted grades..

Bah selamat tinggal, aku amat boring ni menatap notes saja iatah kan cari alasan beranti :D

PS: Mudahan saja paper 4 maths ku td OK, although aku rasa hancusss.. adui2

Kambing

Seekor kambing buas sedang mengganas.. Tapi hanya ada satu perkataan untuk kau..
MUSTAHIL HAHAhAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...

thats it :)

Resultss!! :)

Memandangkan seseorang sudah memcahkan tradisi, marith aku blog in Malay :)...

Inooo!! I miss u too :D ngapa "cannot receive your call at this time" saja kan hpmu atu kalau ku kan tpun?? Aku mau jumpa kau juaaaa... kami kan sungkai ni hari Sabtu ani.. possible kah tu kau blh join? which BTW Her Highness J nda dapat join tu :S

Well, as the title suggest... Selepas about 14days CIE released our results, today we finally received them.. Soo tadi aku liat Criminal Minds seperti biasa after 4hours of "Study-group", pastu ada tia kambing sekong ani sms, katanya:

"***, Result!! Apa kau dapat? Aku dapat ...."

SO aku panik sal aku langsung nada receive apa2.. tunggu 3min then.. jeng3..

SMS from MOE arrived, then ada tia result yg ku harap2kan selama ani...
Hahahahhaa

Wanna know what it is?? Well, hintnya ada dua huruf saja in the results.. Nasib baik nda colourful.. One alphabet is for 4subjects and one is for the so-called "least" important subject.. Hahahahaha...

Alhamdulillah... Thank God for everything...

And Ino AYam Tua, selamat berpuasa.. Nanti raya aku datang OK.. :D

Longing for someone :'(

Aku rindu orang atu huhu.sorry aku post malay ni.Orang atu tau jua tu aku jarang kan speaking since ya pernah britau kaka ku,aku inda condifen wa tu huhu. Batah dah berabis aku inda jumpa ia...bataaaaaah! :'( mino.... Aku rindu kau :(, bila tah dapat aku jumpa kau ani kan?huhu.cant wait,.. entah how kau masa ani,tapi okay tu,aku yang k.o,tapi aku in time kan manage life eventhough macam terlambat udah,tapi okay kali insyaAllah..nada lagi orang kan motivate aku wa..huhu. Be good there =/..

Results!!

CIE has released our results online! But we can't access it... How lame.....

Ohh... Can't wait to get my results....

Will luck continue to side with me?

Will it be another success?

Will it be an epic failure?

Can't stop thinking about it... Couldn't even sleep last night, so didn't attend college today..

My new tutor group must be pissed hahahaha...

Life... Update

Well AS/A2 results is just around the corner... Heard its about 2 weeks from now..
Hmm... I'm becoming more nervous everyday, not cause im afraid that im gonna fail (im fairly confident ill pass, thank you!), its something else... something which is my fault haha...

Fyi I took the A2 exam for Computing last June, when we haven't even cover 1/2 of the A2 syllabus yet.. There were only 2 fresh takers that time, Me and this other guy from the only other computing class (which we usually ignore cause I am not in their class, hahahahha :D )

Not long after submitting the exam registration form, the news spread. All my computing classmates knows and somehow we felt challenged (and a little annoyed) that the other guy dare to take the exam. So, they pretty much consider the exam as a competition between the classes.

At that time, i was really2 confident that Ill be getting an A.. Too confident that I technically promised them that.

Some of the boys in my class were actually good friends with this guy.
Okay, lets assume this guy = X.

For a brief period of before the exam to just after the exam, these good friends of X in my class actually turned against him by telling me all his secrets, saying bad things about him, complaining how stupid he is and yadayadayada..
Its like, for that time, X could do nothing right. The competitive feeling inside us grew so fast (n furiously :P) that we can't help it. Even our teacher hates him.

Although honestly, at that time, i wasn't at all feeling challenged as I WAS really2 confident in myself. Actually, at times i even feel bad for him... Guess I do have feelings afterall haha..

Fast forward, exam came and as usual i didn't sleep during the night before any exam. Sleepless=cranky=reckless=NoThinkB4Talk=regrets later..

Haha, so i sat for comp exam. I can't remember any of them now actually. What I do know is that I did SMS my tcer on how easy the papers were although i didn't remember sending them. And X even told my friends that I told him that the papers were nothing. I do not know whether that is true or not, but according to X's reputation, he is no liar..

So yeah....I didn't really feel any pressure until now when the results are coming. All sorts of thoughts came across my mind.. What if i didnt get an A, what if I failed, what if, what if..... My class's reputation will be ruined.. blablabla...... things that I never thought of during and after the exam.. The worst thing is that I didn't even remember doing any of them :S

I hope and pray to God that I will get an A, no B, but A... Just 'A's all along.. Amin...
So the morale of the story? Get enough sleep, when you don't, keep your mouth shut... And also, think months ahead before you speak hahahha..

Anyway, my mom pretty much allowed me to go abroad next year today.. yeay!!! Tho she didn't mention it directly..

Another thing, recently I have used the word "bangang" a lot to my friends in MD. I dunno why. I just says it whenever a friend:
a)dun get my jokes(tho i know mines are pretty lame)
b)dun hear wat i was saying
c)din do their hws
d)talk too much
e)and everything else..

Yup, I think i says it all the time without any specific reason.. So far I haven't said i to any tcer, yet.... And I tend to be race-specific when i says it like "melayu-bangang", "cina-bangang", "india-bangang".. and some other prefixes like "kanak2-bangang", "bangang-sejati", "kepisan-bangangnya" and so on.... Seriously, i have to stop... I think it have something to do with the upcoming results... Oh God... Please2 give me all A.....

Shredded Letter

Let me have this moment to express my days with you not around. It was torture. Every end of the line I arrived onto was hell.

I went to Shen and hoped to find a new light but I can't really stand her. She's just too good to be true.

I went to Ikma and hoped to understand what I didn't but things got sidetracked and I was ditched.

That's just as far as I went but...I had a chance to be with the girl of my dreams and I blew it. I makes me wonder what god has in store for me later.

She was already the best and I really should have kept my promise to her: to not let her go, to be with her forever.

I still love her to this day but I don't know how to act but seeing her today made me realise that I won't be in her list. She even slap me for kissing her.

I love her but, hey. i'm just a bad guy, a very bad guy. What do I know? I don't have the right words, the rightest and the nicest things to say to her. I was ready to learn my ultimate but I backed away knowing she'd somehow hate me. I had no choice; I was and still am dumb.

So, blogger J, I'm not hoping for you to believe me. No one ever teaches me again like you do. What can I do? But it's ok now; at least I know where I'm wrong now. You deserve the best and I'm sorry I'm not the one to give you the best when I wish I could.

At least, can you please tell me when you're going back...? Because the next time we meet will be our last.

Yours now and forever,

blogger D

The Great Art of Hateful Speech Rebuttal

I have spent years of my life trying to perfect my skill on rebutting people's speech with hateful remarks. If there is any official ranking for it, I think would be at least a Master. However, today I experience a force from somebody that makes my efforts all these years seems futile.

So here goes...


My friend, Miss Mcl, asked me to help her solve some maths problem before her test. So i did. Waited in her class until all her classmates and teacher came in. This is when it happened. It goes something like this:

Student: Teacher! I'll fail this test again! No need test t'cer!

Teacher: No, have to...

Student: I hate you...

Teacher: OHH, ITS OKAY... ITS NOT LIKE I LIKE YOU...

Haha, I literally dropped my mouth open. Its not just the words, its the whole package. That woman said it with such an attitude effortlessly. It's like Nikki Palikat switching from her normal, chest-voice to whistle register! I'm not kidding, it was that beautiful....

I salute that woman! From now on, 11/07 should be named as the new teacher's day!

Oh yeah, if you happened to be an MD-ian, the only clue i can give about this that she is one sexy-mouthed fish! Ekekekeke :D

BTW, I just finished my monthly assesment test for June. So far I have only got my physics paper back. I got an 'A', hahaha :).. Chem and comp went veryyyy well, so hope to get good remarks during the parents-teacher meet later :) .. I wish the maths test this Monday will be easy too.

On the side note, I HATE CHEATERSSS... There are some people (Actually lots and lots of people) in my school that took advantage of the different schedule of the same test. You know, they find out what the questions were from those who had their test earlier and just memorize the answers.. And then PROUDLY tell people their marks.. Duhh... I mean its okay if they just find out some of them to just pass the test. I don't really have a problem with that. Nobody wants a "red mark". But really, when you got like 90+ and shove it in my face, when actually you only deserve like, 10? Hahaaha, stupid cheaters..........

H1N1 IN Brunei

As of today, total reported cases of H1N1 in Brunei is 124 (for more up-to-date figure, simply go to www.moh.gov.bn)

This post is not directly about H1N1 but more towards the events that surrounds it.

I just read Blogger J's blog about Bruneians blaming scholars for contracting H1N1. My initial reaction to it is "Who, in their right state of mind, could even blame anyone for contracting this flu.". but then I gave it more thoughts and realized that I actually have once said a statement that actually kinda hints in blaming someone for this pandemic. The actual situation in which the statement was made was:

Location: Inside my sis's car infront of The Mall complex, Gadong

People involved: My family members

Event: Saw 3 tourist buses parked infront of The Mall, packed with tourists of different colours.

Statement: They must've come to spread the disease. Those pigs finally gets back to them!

Defence: It was a joke that I felt appropriate (and funny) at that moment. Brunei does not usually have that much tourists. Ironically, at this very moment, we seems to experience a sudden large influx of tourist. Now, I just can't help myself from making such (bad) assumption so pardon me for that :) . Btw, i just read somewhere something that I find really funny, its "Swine Flu spreading, Pigs are not co-operating" Hahahahah

Explanation: Obviously they are coming for the scheduled celebration of His Majesty's birthday.

Another side-effects of the pandemic to Bruneians are:

1. People now wash their hands a lot of times throughout the days. I have seen lots of dry hands lately. Congrats MOH, it seems like your ads are working :)
2. Sudden huge demand for colourful face-mask. I heard a pink one sells for $10.. Apparently Bruneians want to prevent H1N1 with style haha.. honestly, I havent jump on all these face-mask bandwagon as its effectiveness has not been proven scientifically and to me, its just not practical enough to be done daily nor is it an effective measure. Do you know that everytime your mask is dampened by your breath, its actually useless? So, if I were to wear the pink one, thats like $300 per month.. Multiply that for the 2 year expected period of this pandemic..
3. Travelers are asked to stay home for one week. Since the infectious period of H1N1 is approx. 1 week after the carriers started showing the symptoms, it seems like a fair tradeoff for me. However, some people (hint:Blogger J) thinks that its unfair for them to be quarantined when they have to be quarantined even after taking drastic measures to prevent them. Well, to such people, all i can is to think positively. Now you can spend quality times with your family (haha, as if :D)
4. A government website actually gets updated DAILY! U get that rite.. Those *.gov.bn* are known for being horrendously slow in terms of updates, but now the MOH websites actually gets updated daily.
5. Sudden increase in awareness of personal hygiene.
6. A temperature check during starting of school day. Students are checked for their body temperature when they arrived at school before starting their classes. Although I know its a good preventive action, I absolutely loath it! I came late to school almost everyday, but now I actually HAVE to come early otherwise I won't be allowed to enter my classes. Oh well... I guess i have to try to be a real student now :)
7. His Majesty's birthday celebrations are delayed for the first time in Brunei's history. Now you know how much he loves you :D
8. Thermal scanning is required before you enter the hospital, although technically you have to actually be inside the hospital to take it. Weird. You have to write your name, IC, contact number and the ward you are visiting. Then queue for the scan and finally get the sticker of approval for visits. Its a good thing, but only when its correctly practiced. Unfortunately, having seen the system in Brunei firsh-hand, I dont think its worth doing. Imagine, there is no rule for staying like 2 meters apart from each other before the scan, so even if someone is suspected a carrier after the scan, he/she might have infected some other healthy dudes when queing and through sharing of pens to write the name (FYI a pen is provided).
9. Visiting hours in hospitals are now actually being re-inforced. There used to be a time when bruneians can just come visit patients in the hospital anytime they want. Now, its no mercy for you haha.. One of my siblings was actually told to wait for visiting hours when she came during non-VH.. Ouch.. I salute you VH officers! :D ehehe
10. School holiday got extended for one week. Yay!

Haha, enough of the changes. Here are some of the things that remained unchanged:

1. The Mall.. Still packed. Cinemas still can be fully booked (case in point = Transformers 2)
2. Basic knowledge of "Virus" remains at all time low. Most seems to think that H1N1 will cause death most of the time.. Fortunately, for the moment at least, that assumption is terribly wrong. But its not entirely impossible either..
3. Muslim and Non-Muslim still lives in harmony, without us blaming them for angering the swinesss.. Kekekeke
4. Entertainment stuff is discussed more than real issues. E.g. MJ's death is more frequently posted in FB than H1N1 by bruneians
5. We are still spoilt brats. In my house, the sink in my kitchen have 4 different handwash with different colours and fragrance. I chose one of them. Way to go, Me! Haha

Free tips...

I am bored... way too bored that I actually WANT to post at this lame blog... Anyhoo, lets begin. Todays' post will be about....

*drumrolls*

Tips for smoother computer experience on Windows Environment.

Haha, lame... Okay, for years i have been maintaining and servicing my family, relatives, my family's freinds, my friends as well as some of my college PCs so that they can enjoy faster and smoother computing experience. Not that its anything advanced, its just that I enjoy seeing the significant difference in the performance before and after the maintainance. So folks, here are some of the things that you can actually do yourself that many professionals might charge you for.

*To any of my family that might be reading this post, don't worry, you are already covered :) .

*Disclaimer: I do not claim to possese deep understanding in all computer related material, all mistakes in this writing is not detect-able by the writer as he thinks highly of himself and always think he is right, however if you found any technical mistake, just post a comment. The writer SHOULD(depends on the mood XD ) be able to accept critism and if you are lucky he might even thank you for it.

1. Registry cleaning.
   Registry is a very crucial component in windows OS so making any changes to it by yourself without any knowledge about what you are dealing with is HIGHLY not recommended. However, this component easily get fragmented and cluttered as you install programs and updates. You see, as you install and uninstall softwares and drivers, create, move and delete files, some registry entries becomes obsolete hence becoming a useless entry that 'flood' your registry. This makes your computer's performance to be significantly slower over time. Luckily for us, lots of tools are provided out there to clean these for us. My top recomendation are:
   
   Free: CCleaner
   Info: Although it is widely known for cleaning junk files, which is also a recommended tip to do at least once every week, CCleaner also provide an excellent registry cleaner. Open CCleaner, click "Registry", "Scan for Issues", select all found issues and click "Fix selected Issues". You're done. First time you did this, you might experience a significant increase in performance so dont be shocked.. Haha, thats an exaguration but honestly though, if you are doing it for the first time, i can assure you that there will be an obvious difference.
   
   Paid: Registry Cleaner
   Info: One of the best and most thorough registry cleaner i have ever came across. I don't know how much it cost, but honestly I just use CCleaner as it is almost the same thing, except with better backing up function, better user interface and scans can be scheduled! Well, i don't need all these so..
   
   
   
2. Defragmenting
   This is one of the easiest thing to do, yet at times it provide significant boost in performance, espicially in cases of people with older mechanical harddisk. Basically fragmentation refers to the scenario where you write files on a disk and it was written physically continously. Then, some of the files were removed hence leaving gaps in between the stream of files. When a new file is written, the computer/HD Controller detect the gap and write as much as the new file as possible to fit the gap, writing the rest of it at the end of the stream. I can't explain it any clearer, google it and you shall be rewarded with many clearer and more graphic explanation on this. This is a well known problem ever since the DOS era, but there are limited things that Microsoft can do as any changes to the file-system might effect lots of its users for they also have to provide backward compatibilty with their older OSes. Damn, I am getting out of topic now haha.. BTW I think Linux and MAC are NOT affected by this as their file system tackle file writing differently..
   
   Free: Microsoft Disk Defragmenter.
   Info: This very useful utility is provided by MS in all of their OS with GUI. It can be found by opening "My Computer", right-click on your disk, click "Properties", "Tools" and click "Defragment now". For most users, this tool alone is probably enough for this purpose.
   
   Paid: Puran Defrag
   Info: This is by far the best defragmenter tool i have ever used! I've tried PerfectDisk, UltraDisk, Diskeeper and the list go on and on, but this is the best IMO. Unlike MS tool, it can defrag all your files before logging in to your desktop. It defrags your registry, pagefile and everything on your disk that some other tools can't move as they are in use after you're logged in. They provide a 30-day trial, so hurry up and try them :)
   
   
3. Antivirus
   I think everybody knows the about viruses nowadays, although they seems to be inable to differentiate viruses from worms and errors caused by themselves.. I agree that viruses are generally bad but don't go making assumption everytime your computer is acting weird. I have even faced someone who thinks that his notebook shutting down during intense gaming is due to a virus... Make a research on your problem first before coming to any conclusion, in this case its obviously due to overheating... For this category, i'll only recommend a paid program for reasons that will be told soon :)
   
   Paid: ESET Antivirus
   Info: Again, i have tried lots and lots of different types of AV. Most of them proved to be very resource hungry, i.e. they make your crawl slower than a baby haha. However, this one doesn't! And it does so while providing among the best detection rate for viruses! HA! Its a win-win situation.. They also provide a 30-day trial so check them out! For independent comparision of AV go to :
   
   http://www.av-comparatives.org
   
   
4. Use internet browsers other than Internet Explorer
   I have lots of complaints from people about their "internet" hanging on them while browsing. My poor people, its not your internet, its your browser! While IE is a good enough browser for those ocassional surfers, most will experience that dreadly "hanging" experience. So for those hardcore surfers, i recommend you, the one and only:
   
   
   Google Chrome
   Info: Although a rather new contender in the browser "industry", it is gaining acceptance from both average users as well as the tech-enthusiast. The reasons for this are its minimalistic interface, best security among all contenders (due to its Sandbox-ing tech, google that up folks :P ), good performance in flash, no occasional memory leak(case:Firefox), small installation file and the list goes on and on... Some folks(mainly conspiracy theorists) despise the idea of using Google products as they see this as an attempt by Google to monopolise the internet world (Weird.. I know, but i actually have read such comments). For those folks, i create another category:
   
   Honorable mentions: Firefox 3.5 Beta, Opera 10 Beta
   No, no Safari.. Cause they simple sucks in Windows environment.. Stick to MAC, Apple! :)
   
   
5. Anti-Spyware
   God, im getting tired... Google spyware up if you dont know what it is and do yourself a favor. For this, I'll just recommend one shareware:
   
   
   MalwareBytes
   Info: The best and mostly free anti-spyware IMO! Enough said.. Though I can't provide any statistics for that but through personal experience, they provide the best detection for spyware.. Its like they are ESET in the anti-spyware world.. Now thats a huge compliment :).. Their update server is quite fast and the update frequency is almost daily. Last year I would have recommended "Spyware Doctor" but they lost that due to them being too resource hungry.. Yes, i use that word a lot.. Ironically i have 4GB of RAM :D
   

   
   
6. Turn off system restore
   

   While some people might find this feature useful (duh.. if nobody does why would they bother to write it in the first place), it serves no function for most users. For those who don't even know what this is, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN HIDING?!, Haha, just google it up. Honestly, i turned it off in my PC. Not only does my PC becomes slightly more responsive, I also gained lots of free space on my HDD.. Fyi, System restore usually allocate like around 10% of the HDD capacity for it, by turning it off, you get to use all that again..
   
   *Actually i plan on including "Turn off automatic updates" but then I know not all users know how to get crucial updates as a standalone (can be downloaded and installed alone) from MS site, so its out for now...
   
   
7. PDF Reader
   Yes yes, lots of you might say "We have Adobe Reader for that!".. But I, for one, do not like the sloooow loading speed, huggeeeeeee program size and a pretty bad performance in copying graphics. For those reasons, you should make your life easier by downloading a better and smaller (its 3MB vs. 300+MB of Adobes') alternative called:
   
   
   Foxit Reader
   Info: Too good to be true? Too bad it is! Haha. It provides all the features that Adobe alternative provide and its a lot faster too! Goodness all around. Plus they also have plugins... Feels like I'm dreaming...
   
   
8. Themes
   If you feel like your computer feels slow even during dragging a window, then maybe your graphic adapter sucks too much :). To remedy this, you can try changing your themes to Windows Classic.. Again, google this up please.. I can't bother to write all the steps for XP and Vista..
   
   
9. Update drivers
   Checks updates for your hardware in their manufacturer's site monthly for driver updates. Unfortunately, although it can provide more stability and brings new features to the table, most of the computer users do not know the components of the PC that they are using. Sad.. I know, but thats a fact. However, for those who does know, you should check for updates in:
   
   Chipset drivers: Check in either VIA, AMD or Intel's site
   
   Graphics: Check in Nvidia, AMD, Intel and SIS's sites. If your graphic adapter is of Intel and its X3100 (or GMA965) or later, you MUST, MUST, MUST try their latest driver.. It provide a hugeeee performance boost with no loss in battery power.
   
   Sound: Realtek, if you have other manufacturers' chip, you don't have to bother as they rarely provide any post-purchase support.
   
   Wireless Adapter: Intel, Atheros and Broadcom..
   
   
10. Vista user only:Disable Superfetch
    Vista users might (and should) realize that their HDD light is constantly blinking even during idling. Its most probably caused by a feature (Win7 and Vista exclusive) called Superfetch.. Basically it loads all frequently used files, programs, kernals and stuff from the HDD to the RAM so that when the user want to access them, they are readily available hence can be accessed faster. Although it's a nice idea, but in Vista, IMO it wasnt implemented right.. It simply caches all the frequently used files regardless of its relevancy. More disadvantage will follows, i highly suggest googling this issue up for you to decide whether this feature will benefits you or not.
    
    
    
    *Optional, only practical for notebook users*
    
    
11. A lot, and i really mean a lot, of notebook users complains of their notebook getting hot. While its normal, it also shortens the machine's life and its battery operational life. If you are one of the adventurous type, I highlyX100 recommend you to....
    
    
    UNDERVOLT
    
    I really2 don't want to explain anything about this, so just read:

http://forum.notebookreview.com/showthread.php?t=235824

Benefits?
Lower CPU temp hence lower overall temp of computer, in my experience the difference can be as high as 20C(on load of-course)..
Increase in battery life, albeit only by few minutes..
No Performance decrease..

My (Past n Boring) Life

Reading blogger J's entry below made me think about my own life.. So here you go, an uninteresting view of my life for the past few years..

During my lower secondary years, i was this rather boring and above average student that always pass his tests and exams and stays in the top 5 in my school but i was never the top. The top student is my best friend during that period.

After the results of the end of lower secondary regional exam was published, our school received a shocking news; our top performing student drowned at a beach. The whole school was shocked. I was personally informed by his mother and shocked was an understatement. I literally blanked out for minutes and then memories of the time we spent together flashed in my mind. At that time i felt guilty for not spending more time with him. All the promises that i have made when he was alive.. We planned to go the the same university and to build our own computers. I promised to give him some games before the exam started but i kept forgetting them.. In short, i just felt really guilty...

When the school re-opens, many events were organised in remembrance of him. I participated faithfully in each and every one of them which is really2 unlike me.

Fast forward, i was in a new class with all these new people. During the first 3 days, i kept my jokes to minimum and just smiles to others. After like a week, i realised that its useless to continue feeling all these guilt as i have tried my very best to be a good friend to him. The only thing i can do is to continue his struggle; to proof that even our school (which happenned to be among the worst in the country and was even once THE worst) can produce quality students that can compete with even the best schools. If before, he was almost our only hope, now i will try to somehow go to his level and proof that most of the country (and some teachers) that they were wrong.

Then i started analysing the education system and how i can benefit from it. I counted how many days i can be absent without failing the 85% mark so that i can take as much rest from school as possible (as honestly the government obviously do not provide enough), I realized that we are lucky that the current education system works in such a way that they allows us to easily pass and score in the public exams. Syllabus was given and by studying this together with all the past year papers thoroughly, you can pretty much guarantee yourself an A.

Forward2, O-level exam has arrived. I passed with flying colours. This is the moment when i realized my full potential. Throughout my whole life, i have always viewed myself as this rather average student with limited capability of scoring high in exams. My result shows the the other extreme end.

Then comes all the scholarship matters. There were like 3 main choices for us and i was eligible for all of them. I applied for them all and was interviewed. I screwed the interviews as it was rather sudden; never in my life have i ever even dream of getting abroad to study. All these times my plan was to study locally and work in the government with any job that they assigned me to as i don't think that ill have the chance to choose one. Now new possibilities and options emerged. Honestly i do not like options. Studies have shown that us humans do not make the right choice 85%(or something, do NOT quote me on this :) but then who are you gonna quote me as? haha ) of the time meaning that we do not choose the correct option that will maximize our potential in the future.

And fate has it, i did not get the scholarship. Although being in the top 10% in the O-level exam as i later found out in one particular event, i did not get the scholarship. That is why, ladies and gentlemen, never underestimate the power of communication and interview skills. The 2 other top students in my school were awarded the scholarships, and i was honestly and sincerely happy for them as they thoroughly deserved them (although at times i might sound and act like i dont) but I REALLY AM! :D

At college, without realising it, all my newly found friends were actually scholarship-material (lol) and ALL of them got the scholarship. It was awkward..... Before all these, all we talk about is about the scholarship but after the results came out, we basically don't have any substance to talk about haha.. Well time passed and all of them flew to UK leaving me alone. I literally have to start fresh, finding all these new people that are compatible with me. Well i found new friends, actually lots of them :). Its right then that i realized that once your expand your scope, friends can be found easily. Most of the people in my college have this attitude of being carefree in everything, including their studies. Naturally being around them, i somehow adapted to them and started being carefree in my studies. I am NOT blaming anyone but myself for this! My grade started falling drastically, although for some people its actually is pretty good, it was BAD.

Then later that year, i lost one of my sisters for kidney failure. She left one child which is my niece. It took me a few months to actually digest this news and adapt to the changes in my life. I have to say this though, i hate death, but it's part of life and all of us will die when our time comes. It is during such periods that religion provides me a sense of closure and hope. I hope and pray that she will be placed with those who is blessed by God.

College life continues, i found great friends that motivates me to work even harder and i was lucky that i met them before the AS exam. If it were not for them I would have been continuing my newly-hatched attitude of being relaxed towards exam and for sure flunked them. I started doing all the past-years and analyzed the syllabuses. AS Exam has just passed and i think(and hope) that i will get good result, God-willing.

In summary, i am thankful that i have met all these people in my life and for all the events that have occurred in my life for without them i wouldn't be who i am today.

That's it, wow such a long post! Hahahhaha, although i know nobody is gonna read this, I'll just post it anyway huhuhu...

the things I think about...

I had no idea to how many people I had said this. The thing about not wanting marriage. Yet I am always in a bad mood on Valentine's Day, make funny faces at little kids on the Tube and worry myself in the middle of the night about my mom's future naggings. Wondering what it feels like to carry a child. Wondering if after-life really exist.

Just before I turn 18, I got my life planned out. I got the scholarship now; I will have to work hard to achieve my dream. Geologist. I thought about possible universities. I suddenly pop in on Mr Brown and asked about Cambridge. I have the perfect subject combination. I decide I'm not going to be the boring, paranoid girl that is the negative side of me anymore. Stop making mistakes and move on.

Yet I giggled about a certain guy to my father over the phone (who want to know nothing about him), read non-academic books fanatically and once, stay in bed the whole day with the LCD screen of my laptop practically glued to my eyes. When I think about these things that I had done that is pulling me away from achieving my dream, I feel suicidal. It's never a good timing - suicidal thoughts in the middle of the night.

He asked me what I am thinking about when I say I'm thinking - really, what am I supposed to say? That I absolutely hate myself and consider taking an overdose of sleeping pills so I will die in my sleep? That I do like him, but hell, I never consider a future with him, he'll never receive the red card that is the wedding invitation from me? I once read somewhere the more successful a person is, the lonelier he will feel. I've broke my friendship with the girl who was supposed to be my best friend, who throw my trust for her away, and expect me to understand.

My answer to this is, quite frankly, blunt - NO. No to forgiving her, no to still being friends with her, no I don't want to have anything to do with her any longer. She can have my 'School Days' if she want, besides that anime is supposed to teach teenagers nowadays a lesson. He who is the one that creates this mistrust between us, no I don't want to be your friend. Moan all you want. The past is the past, thank you very much, and your status 'the ex' doesn't really give you any authority to demand being friends with me. I am harsh because this is the real me. Take it or leave it.

Random

First of all... Thanks to the admin who give us the opportunity to write a post here publically...

I'm going to talk about the clumsiness or maybe the stupidity of the officials in the world... Before that, also sorry if there is some broken english in my post...

There are more and more increasing issues recently around the world... What so funny about these officials is that they only concern on the issue when it get serious or worst!!!

I'm not trying to insult or whatsoever but you should know your responsibilty right??? Don't just act when it already happen... I suggest that your work is not only to heal the situation but to avoid or prevent it from happening... Am i right???

Enough already... I am sick with this kind of situation!!!

Once again, thanks to the admin...

Way too broken English......

My niece bought this mini-bowling set yesterday, it was fun and all, but its not the poduct that i want to share with you today, its the packaging.... 

ITS VERY FUNNY HAHAHAHHHAHAHAHA...

Lets start with the company's "motto":

"Sport is good for health everyday"

Then comes the descriptions:

Hahaha, I'm confused... Are you promoting your product or the world peace? 

:P 

Thats it for today folks, see you when i see you...

Merokok boleh merosakkan diri sendiri, berhentilah merokok. Ia tidak akan mendatangkan faedah kepada kita. 

Rant.

i saw someone's status update on FB she stating that she doesnt want ppl to "samakan fb and fs".the funny thing is she who shall not be named. . .sama jua nya!like for e.g she posts notes about surveys,which in fs is equivalent to posting bulletins that includes surveys!ironic isnt it?i dont mind actually bout people doing it in that manner.just that the thing that made me mad is that she literally told the whole world that she hates ppl yg samakan fb with fs.padahal ia sama jua!

fyi,i have nothing against ppl who menyamakan fb and fs.the world is afterall an equal place.=D

=D i love the mostpublicblogever.blogspot.com =D=D

New Post

This long-awaited post is finally posted..

Hope you enjoy..

I'm sure you will...

I never cease to amaze people..

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..King Of Randomness..

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why this blog is public

All persons posting in this blog have unresolved issues.
Blogger J admit she does have unresolved issues; she has an unhealthy obsession about death.
Of course, she does know that death don't solve anything, but it is so facinating.

For example,
Just by dying you can leave your financial problems to whoever unfortunate enough to be the next important person after you.
And you get returned back to Mother Nature. (decompositon)
If you are lucky, there will be afterlife for you.
If you are unlucky, there is nothing for you.
If you believe in it, there might be reincarnation for you.

See how facinating death can open up opportunities?
Of course, Blogger J is not encouraging suicide.

B-A-I-E

Today post is... stupid idiotic Bitch.

and the name is G! she may look innocent to you, but beware, she stabs you from the back. She has unsolved issue and mental illness.

She is PALOI, PATHETIC AND MAJOR LOSER.

best known, BAIE!

A Quality Change..

Since a fruit a day keeps haters coming,

 I've decided to blog about more interesting stuff.. 

Please try your best to not wet your trouser (or skirt for Miss J who is newly single).

You have been warned...

And the item of the day is....

Told'ya its interesting!

Haters...

Who knows... Maybe you'll get all three..

Word-of-wisdom: "Don't be consistent with your inconsistency.." 

a fruit a day keep insanity away

Yesterday an orange,
Today an apple.
What will I have tomorrow?
Grapes, prehaps,
or maybe banana?
Oh, I know,
I'll have JACKFRUIT tomorrow.

Today is....

An apple day!

My Life...

...........Is an orange.........

hell exists

There is no prove heaven exist but hell do.
Blogger 'J' intend to die by jumping into an active volcano.

For Blogger 'J'

Your "negative-ness" will ultimately lead you to hell, fortunately for you, since you don't believe in one, you'll just end up in a garbage truck.

freedom of speech

Blogger 'J' thank her lucky stars no freaky officials demand freedom of speech in blogs be banned.
If so, Brunei will no longer be the "Abode of Peace" but rather, "Abode of Silence".
And the silence is not the good kind of silence but a sinister one.

Blogger 'J' is known for her negative view on everything.

new word

This morning, during my GP class, a friend of mine introduced a new word to me... 

And the word is......

"B-I-M-B-O-T-I-C"

Definition: a chick that acts like a dumb ho, a dumb blonde, and a stupid bitch all at the same time.*

*source: www.urbandictionary.com

You Are What You Are

Unfortunately, if someone chooses not to believe in God, no amount of proof or evidence will cause them to refute it.

'godic' discussion

A late night debate with the famed 'S' reveal there is at least one god, after all.
However, blogger 'J' is still questioning the existance of such a being.
There's probably no god.

M*E eats banana

I wants a specific animal to excrete on M*E

Group chat

I is indecisive, H is sure as hell, A is still in love.

Public blog

As the title suggest, this blog is meant for the general public (thats you!). If you want to post, login using:

username:very.public.09@gmail.com

password:publicpublic

Thats it folks, blog away!